{"id":2895,"date":"2010-12-08T08:00:29","date_gmt":"2010-12-08T13:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lanternreview.com\/blog\/?p=2895"},"modified":"2010-12-06T12:27:49","modified_gmt":"2010-12-06T17:27:49","slug":"becoming-realer-the-spirit-of-the-sky","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lanternreview.com\/blog\/2010\/12\/08\/becoming-realer-the-spirit-of-the-sky\/","title":{"rendered":"Becoming Realer: The Spirit of the Sky"},"content":{"rendered":"

<\/span> <\/span> <\/span>Becoming Realer: Identity, Craft and the MFA is a column that explores issues of poetry, theory and writing craft in relation to the personal experiences of Saint Mary\u2019s College of California Creative Writing MFA candidate and <\/em>LR staff writer, Kelsay Myers.<\/em><\/p>\n

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"The Spirit of the Earth" painting by Kristopher H (via Escape Into Life) <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

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A few days ago, I told Rebecca Eckland<\/a> <\/span> that the main<\/span> <\/span>difference between us is that she comes from Nevadan <\/span>dust and dirt, and I come from Michigander cows and cornfields. \u201cOne of my favorite teenage descriptions of myself was \u2018I\u2019m a skyscraper in a cornfield,\u2019\u201d I said. She laughed and told me that \u201cI\u2019m a star over a basin\u201d was one of hers.<\/p>\n

<\/span>I\u2019m a skyscraper in a cornfield<\/em> struck me because of its clear imagery, though I consider <\/span> myself a horrible imagist. My weakness with image is one of the major reasons I didn\u2019t consider my poetry writing ver<\/span>y good. When I first started taking poetry classes as an undergraduate, I struggled against, resisted and fought at every turn writing to the image rather than to the idea, as I\u2019m an idea-oriented person. I <\/span>t took me three years of writing to fully embrace the power of the image. And yet, here is an example of a much earlier self-description that captures my alienation from my environment and insatiable desire to stand out in a larger-than-life way with starkness. <\/span><\/p>\n

Why this image has come <\/span>back to me now, I have no idea. My hunch is that all of the memoirs I\u2019ve been reading in the program have put me on my own memory excavation. And, why not? Living in the Bay Area has shown me, even more than living in Nashville, Tennessee, that we cannot escape where we are from. It comes with us.<\/p>\n

Maybe it was reading Kristopher H\u2019s artist statement<\/a> on Escape Into Life<\/em><\/a>. His paintings, like the one above, depict a<\/span>n imaginary place called \u201cIblard,\u201d based on the work of a Japanese artist, Naohisa Inoue. He says that Iblard is \u201can imaginative space which everyone possesse[s] and yet [is] trying to run away from. A space about imagination and possibilities.\u201d I wonder if we have to leave a place in order to see its possibilities, or if we create that space from our own imaginations. <\/span><\/p>\n

Or, maybe it was the LR<\/em> Blog prompt<\/a> from November 12th. It asks us to describe an old pair of shoes that symbolizes<\/span> death without ever saying \u201cdeath\u201d in order to explore image, metaphor and description. This prompt made me panic a little because I think that were I to attempt it, I would fail. I would write death. I would get lost in abstraction, or meditate upon the concept of death. I would probably leave out the old shoes entirely.<\/p>\n

But, no matter what the impetus was, image and description have been on my mind since one of my first workshop meetings with my advisor. She asked what I do with an image when one comes to me.<\/p>\n

\u201cI try to write a poem about it, or make it into a metaphor,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n

\u201cThe other option is to make it into a scene,\u201d she told me.<\/p>\n

Scene is what I\u2019ve been trying to work on<\/span> this past semester because I\u2019m awful at it.<\/span> I panicked at my advisor’s<\/span> <\/span>statement too because it took me three years to grasp the power of an image. How long would it ta<\/span>ke me to get\u00a0a\u00a0scene? Would I ever master it? More realistically, would I ever be\u00a0decent enough to pretend I\u2019d mastered it?<\/span><\/p>\n

My hunch is that I won\u2019t. And yet, there was a star over a basin in Lake Tahoe. A skyscraper in the cornfields of Lowell.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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